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Mount Saint Helens on the wall at OHSU
So that's exactly what I did! You know you are at the fertility clinic a lot when you arrive to check in and instead of asking your name, Sylvia says "Hi Ronda! Everything still the same?" *At every appointment you verify your name, address and your Ebola status. It wasn't long at all and I was being called back by Stephanie. This was my first time working with her, and I must say I really liked her a lot! We did a quick run down of height, weight, temperature and blood pressure and then went to a procedure room I've yet to visit.
It was dimly lit, which I found to be very calming. I felt nervous, so calm was just what this patient ordered! There was plenty of time to get into my outfit (i.e. my sheet) and hang out. Soon Debbie, the embryologist that knew my babies well, came in to talk to us. We learned of how embryos are given ratings of A, B or C based on a variety of qualities. Both of my embryos were rated a BB, which she said was very good. We also learned about what they do when they are frozen and what happens when thawed. This made me nervous; I was really hoping she wouldn't say they didn't make it. But alas, my embryos are strong and they made it through just fine and were ready for me. Phew!!
Stephanie had me lay back and she did my first ever ultrasound that was on my skin versus internal (unless they did one on egg retrieval day, but I wouldn't even know that). She did a pre-check to see how well we could see my uterus and decided I should have another glass of water. So water it was. By the end I was certainly feeling the full bladder the doctor wanted me to have! When Dr. Lee came in the room I felt calm, happy, optimistic, excited. His initial vibe was like seeing an old friend and I really felt I was in good hands!
He reviewed my information yet again and confirmed that I was wanting two embryos. From there until the end it felt like lots of happy vibes, laughter, jokes and optimism. Man Friend got a little concerned when Dr. Lee didn't flinch when I said I was prepared for twins and he agreed it was a possibility!
Quickly I was getting in position and Dr. Lee was doing a practice run to learn the size and angle of my uterus. Stephanie stood at my side doing an ultrasound, with Man Friend right next to her catching it all on video. And this is where the jokes began .... some of our finer group moments included....
- Man Friend pointing out we were going to record the procedure ... we thought it funny to be able to say we recorded the conception -- at least this tape is one we can share!
- I pointed out how some people don't even have to try to get pregnant, but for me I use four men to do it .... Man Friend, Dr. Hedges, Dr Seifer and Dr. Lee! To which Dr. Lee replied, "it takes an army!"
- Man Friend obviously donated some sperm. Dr. Hedges helped with the sperm retrieval. Dr. Seifer sucked out my eggs, and the wonderful Dr. Lee gave me my babies!
- And my favorite moment of the entire appointment (other than seeing my babies enter my uterus of course) was brought to us by Dr. Lee. That little window in the photo above? It was open and we could see into the embryology room. Debbie wasn't standing there, which prompted Dr. Lee to stick his head at the window and say, "I'll take two embryos to go, please!" It felt so fitting!
After the test run Dr. Lee got the catheter deep into my uterus to just the right spot and then slid another one inside of that. This one was the one we watched Debbie hand to him. It felt so surreal and exciting to know that inside this thin, long tube were two 5 day old embryos that we helped make and will hopefully result in one or two little babies! In the tube went. We could watch it actually going in, with Dr. Lee narrating every step of the procedure so we'd know what we were watching. And then poof! A liquid came out and into the back of my uterus. He had Stephanie take a freeze frame shot and immediately printed it for us. In my hands was a picture of my uterus and the tiny liquid that had my embryos in it!
Debbie took the tube back to confirm that both embryos did cooperate and leave the tube into my uterus. Good kids I've got there! So with that news Dr. Lee gave me a big hand shake, left with a big smile and wished us the best of luck. For the next 15 minutes I relaxed on the table with my pillow and heated blanket. Over that 15 minutes my bladder started to scream at me. Dr. Lee said I could go to the bathroom at any time but I chose to lay flat. When I did go to the restroom, there I was, wrapped with a white sheet around my waist and tiptoeing to the bathroom. Leaving the bathroom I was happy to see Dr. Wu, my doctor. That felt like another good sign. She was excited to see me and asked how it all went. I was giddy and happy to say it was great! For another 15 or more minutes I just relaxed on the table. Stephanie came back with my post-transfer instructions and my lab instructions for my pregnancy blood test in only 10 days! As we gingerly walked out we saw Dr. Hedges walking through, yet another good sign!
In the car I reclined as far back as I could and allowed myself to fully relax - doctor's orders! I can't lift anything over 5 pounds, no vacuuming, no housework at all, no exercise, not even sitting up on my own using my abs/pelvis to lift me. So pretty much bed rest today except to use the bathroom, which means Man Friend is waiting on me. Woo!! Tomorrow I can do a little more, but still basically I can do nada until the pregnancy test.
It's been a very exciting day. So many emotions. I've almost cried, laughed, everything in between. So many months and shots in the making, and here I am. Home, nesting my little embryos in my uterus, relaxing and trying to make a good nest for my little babies!
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